Im Really Starting To Hate It

I promised to never do you wrong but too bad you didn't feel the same ...

I confide in you and you confide in me, after a while I k new we were meant to be

Overwhelmed with the fact that we idolized each other

Minus the respect because things got crazy

That shit that you do, I'm really starting to hate it

You know when you love me more than anything, then try to play me?

Yeaaaa

So do I try harder or why bother?

That question we hate to ask ourselves but it's usually necessary

One day its love like in February

Then it feels unsanitary

Yes, unsanitary, disgusting, dirty

Who's this girl stalking my twitter, was she before me?

I asked you that a week ago and I haven't heard from you since, so I guess we're over

Well do you like her because she's trippen, and ironically you acting different.

Oh she's your ex ...

That's funny because we talked about our past more than anything, we must have missed her

Man that shit that you do, im really starting to hate it

Why am I taking you back like my love isn't gold plated

But I got my man back, now its back to the norm

Eating, sleeping laughing, at the gym helping me with my form

Now this feels right, every single night

With my so called favorite person, but now you got me cursin, AGAIN

I guarantee if you would stop lying to me and acting sketch I wouldn't have to be so observant

Like it's my fault you pursued me although you had a lot of baggage you were ashamed of

Niggas never think they'll meet the girl of their dreams until its time to man up

Let me remind you of a few things

I stayed down while I came up

You left me hangin when shit got tough

When shit got real and it wasn't a game

Remember we almost needed baby names

But I was the random and you didn't love me

Thats what you was telling them bitches so they got comfortable disrespecting me

I didn't even want to talk to you, It was my friends idea

And when you played me the 3rd and 4th time you were still somebody I couldn't be without because I knew a side of you that only I believed in.

Man that shit that you do, I'm really starting to hate it

The last 6 months I had to stay faded

To fathom the idea of your name causing me stress

On how I'm settling for less

Like I'm not the best

The best you'll ever experience

I didn't give up because I do practice resilience

Outside of you of course because I do have real goals

Things that deserve my efforts and hard work

Instead of being dumped by you but still folding your clothes

Man, that shit that you do, I'm really starting to hate it

Im glad I let go before I lost track of my final destination

Now you have a baby and I have nothing

Just be honest, after all these years, were we just fuckin?

I went to the beach one day in 2015....