Transition!

Becoming the person that you imagine in your head is a head on challenge.

Suddenly, the things around me have become less exciting and not enough.

Friends are becoming more of associates and family is becoming all that matters.

My weekends are more satisfying when my goals are being met and the urge to party has decreased significantly. Special occasions and family events are the only things moving me.

I have been adamant about transitioning into the person that is waiting for me on the other side of my inconsistency, my laziness, my doubt and fear.

Ok wait, can you tell I've been listening to a lot of Eric Thomas? No? Ok?

Anyways ....

Recently I lost a childhood friend of mine. Ever since this tragedy I told myself I will be the person I daydream about. It will no longer be a thought, it will be my reality, and I will hold myself accountable to use the time and work . BECAUSE WHY NOT? We really have people not waking up and seeing the next 24. Being alive should give us all a reason to do as much as we can every day.

My discipline is reaching a new level. I’m waking up earlier and going to sleep on time. Saying no, more often than yes. Not breaking my schedule. Keeping the main thing, the main thing. Being more confident. Being more positive. Tiring myself. Controlling my emotions, & not letting anyone knock me off my pivot. Because, period. Hahaha.

I am really trying to knock my old self out of the picture, no cap.

Now talking about the new is exciting but acting behind the ideas is pure bliss. It really hits different when you see the fruits of your labor.

But hey, while transitioning we should be ready to be misunderstood by everyone who has no desire to do better. We will be judged by some and encouraged by few. So, it is important to recognize who is on your side and who you may need to distance yourself from. In the end it will only bring more peace and success and that right there is all I need and want to im going to get it. Mark my words.

Via United Airlines. From Vegas to Houston with love.

RIP Rae’Quan Bascombe <3